Hari pukul satu; tengah malam
kereta ini membawaku, padamu yang terlelap.
Barangkali aku hadir dalam mimpimu; Aku Ingin.
Ah... Subuh masih lama, dan
jarak masih membentang.
Aku ingin segera terbaring,
dalam dekapanmu.
Cirebon, 13 Juni 2017
Showing posts with label she. Show all posts
Showing posts with label she. Show all posts
Thursday, 15 June 2017
Lamunanku
Hari pukul satu; tengah malam
kereta ini membawaku, padamu yang terlelap.
Barangkali aku hadir dalam mimpimu; Aku Ingin.
Ah... Subuh masih lama, dan
jarak masih membentang.
Aku ingin segera terbaring,
dalam dekapanmu.
Cirebon, 13 Juni 2017
Tuesday, 28 June 2016
Cerita Cintaku
sayang...
pertama kali ku melihatmu di hari Jumat itu
aku hanya terpana dan takjub
kau begitu memukau begitu anggun dan mempesona
kau mungil dan lincah
ah... aku hanya tertegun.
sayang...
kucoba mengayuh asa
merapat ke dermaga hatimu yang tak tersentuh
menahkodai sampan kecilku
mencoba menyelinap diantara kapal-kapal mewah itu
sesaat aku terhempas, tak mampu menahan dahsyatnya gelombang hatimu
sayang...
ketika sang Maha Kuasa mencipta
tak seorang pun kan mampu menyela
dan ketika Dia berkehendak
titah-Nya kan terlaksana
begitulah...
hingga sampanku pun mulai menepi dan berlabuh
mereka mencerca mereka tak suka
aku tak peduli dan kau pun begitu
begitulah...
ketika semuanya memang mesti begitu
begitulah...
sayang...
lihatlah daratan kita sekarang
tak seindah nirwana memang
tak semegah istana kayangan
tapi disinilah kita
melabuhkan asa dan impian
menambatkan segala kenangan
sayang...
lima tahun berlalu dari Jumat itu
hari ini Selasa, 29 November 2011
deretan angka penuh makna
sayang...
Aku bahagia mencintaimu.
*Happy 2nd Anniversary*
28 Nov 2011
Friday, 21 June 2013
The Great of Love
O you beauty...
the dawn breaks
the sun sets
O dark night
bestow me upon my love
The great of Love
a man walks
memory lies
Is she to be mine?
the wall tells no lies
the bird sings harmony
She is indeed MINE
the dawn breaks
the sun sets
O dark night
bestow me upon my love
The great of Love
a man walks
memory lies
Is she to be mine?
the wall tells no lies
the bird sings harmony
She is indeed MINE
marbella suites hotel, DAGO
June 15, 2013
*di sebuah sesi lokakarya
Thursday, 14 February 2013
Matahariku
subuh menyapa hari
fajar menyingsing datang
matahariku menampakkan diri
hangat...indah...dan tentram
adakah ia hadir di langitmu?
matahariku bersinar terang
benderang...
mengusir awan hitam pembawa hujan
menyapu kekelabuan di hati
siangku panas berdentang
adakah ia hadir di langitmu?
hari mulai petang
matahariku beranjak pergi
malu-malu ia beringsut ke peraduan
meninggalkan jejak jingga di cakrawala
menyapa malam sang pengganti
adakah ia hadir di langitmu?
Monday, 21 January 2013
Our Songs
Ok, I know you're gonna be mad at me knowing that I prefer writing in this blog to revising my thesis. Well honey, I need a break :D. Now, we've been together for years. We have two gorgeous children and they are very gorgeous, indeed. The spirit of our lives.
To remember the old days, I want to list our 10 memorable songs. The songs that accompany our stories. In other words, These are our soundtracks. FYI, you introduced me most of the songs in the list. You brought me a new life. New chapter in my life. Hence, let's start to countdown the list, shall we?
10. Jealousy - Queen
Aha, our very first song is the romantic and melancholic song by our favorite band, Queen. In today's word, lagu galau. Haha... I fell in love once I heard the song. So beautiful. Actually, you gave me this song accidentally. If I'm not mistaken, at that time, I asked for a song, but then you copied me several songs including this one. This was one of my favorites, moreover the situation was so supportive. I was the one who sought for a chance, at that time. The song matched the circumstance. Oh how wrong can you be, to fall in love was my very first mistake?
*was it my mistake to fall in love with you?
09. She - Elvis Castillo
Next is another beautiful song sung by Elvis Castillo and it is also the OST of Notting Hill. Okay, I knew the song before I met you, but it was you who searched and downloaded it for me. You knew so much about songs downloading at the moment. Personally, I like the word She. It represents someone who is destined to be mine. She may be the reason I survive. The why and wherefore I am alive ... Feel like Hugh Grant when singing the song with you.
08. Where are You Now - Jimmy Harnen
Where are you now? is someone there tonight holding what was mine?
haha... what a possessive lyric.
07. Nuansa Bening - Gang Pegangsaan
This is beautiful. Really. In my opinion, this is one of the most beautiful songs ever written by Indonesian musician. O tiada yang hebat ketika kau lewat di hadapanku, biasa saja...
06. I love you - Sofie
One of the OSTs of BrokeBack Mountain. Actually, this is your song and I believe that there are only few people who know this song. But lately I also like the song. This song is "different". Then, I love you becomes my magic clause ever since- You know what I mean.
05. We could be in love - Lea Salonga & Brad Kane
I used to say we could be in love but now I proudly say, We are in love. XOXO
04. I loved her first - Heartland
When I listened to this song, I imagined that you were marrying somebody else. I listened to this song when our relationship reached its fragile condition due to our own situation. If you had married someone else at that time, I would have said to him, "I love her first!"
*actually, this is a song from a father to his daughter
03. Love hurts - Nazareth
Love will feel so much hurting when reality is against our hope. I listened to the song when we were on the bus after having lunch in Sari Ater. Love hurts, babe!
02. Love of my life - Jim Brickman
Honeymoon song... every morning, every breakfast time... this song was played and played, over and over again... At first, you had no clues whose song it was, then I told you. Now, every time this song is played in Mall, Restaurant, my memory goes directly to our Honeymoon time. Lovely.
01. Old flame can't hold a candle to you - Dolly Parton
I bet you are not so familiar with this song. This is the clue, I played it in front of your house at your birthday while flipping my "cards". This is very good song and Dolly Parton is a good singer as well.
The last card said, "To me, you are PERFECT".
Well, sweetie, those are my 10 perfect songs for us. They are the soundtrack of our love story. The story to be told to our children. We are different, but we are one, in the name of love. I Love You.
To remember the old days, I want to list our 10 memorable songs. The songs that accompany our stories. In other words, These are our soundtracks. FYI, you introduced me most of the songs in the list. You brought me a new life. New chapter in my life. Hence, let's start to countdown the list, shall we?
10. Jealousy - Queen
Aha, our very first song is the romantic and melancholic song by our favorite band, Queen. In today's word, lagu galau. Haha... I fell in love once I heard the song. So beautiful. Actually, you gave me this song accidentally. If I'm not mistaken, at that time, I asked for a song, but then you copied me several songs including this one. This was one of my favorites, moreover the situation was so supportive. I was the one who sought for a chance, at that time. The song matched the circumstance. Oh how wrong can you be, to fall in love was my very first mistake?
*was it my mistake to fall in love with you?
09. She - Elvis Castillo
Next is another beautiful song sung by Elvis Castillo and it is also the OST of Notting Hill. Okay, I knew the song before I met you, but it was you who searched and downloaded it for me. You knew so much about songs downloading at the moment. Personally, I like the word She. It represents someone who is destined to be mine. She may be the reason I survive. The why and wherefore I am alive ... Feel like Hugh Grant when singing the song with you.
08. Where are You Now - Jimmy Harnen
Where are you now? is someone there tonight holding what was mine?
haha... what a possessive lyric.
07. Nuansa Bening - Gang Pegangsaan
This is beautiful. Really. In my opinion, this is one of the most beautiful songs ever written by Indonesian musician. O tiada yang hebat ketika kau lewat di hadapanku, biasa saja...
06. I love you - Sofie
One of the OSTs of BrokeBack Mountain. Actually, this is your song and I believe that there are only few people who know this song. But lately I also like the song. This song is "different". Then, I love you becomes my magic clause ever since- You know what I mean.
05. We could be in love - Lea Salonga & Brad Kane
I used to say we could be in love but now I proudly say, We are in love. XOXO
04. I loved her first - Heartland
When I listened to this song, I imagined that you were marrying somebody else. I listened to this song when our relationship reached its fragile condition due to our own situation. If you had married someone else at that time, I would have said to him, "I love her first!"
*actually, this is a song from a father to his daughter
03. Love hurts - Nazareth
Love will feel so much hurting when reality is against our hope. I listened to the song when we were on the bus after having lunch in Sari Ater. Love hurts, babe!
02. Love of my life - Jim Brickman
Honeymoon song... every morning, every breakfast time... this song was played and played, over and over again... At first, you had no clues whose song it was, then I told you. Now, every time this song is played in Mall, Restaurant, my memory goes directly to our Honeymoon time. Lovely.
01. Old flame can't hold a candle to you - Dolly Parton
I bet you are not so familiar with this song. This is the clue, I played it in front of your house at your birthday while flipping my "cards". This is very good song and Dolly Parton is a good singer as well.
The last card said, "To me, you are PERFECT".
Well, sweetie, those are my 10 perfect songs for us. They are the soundtrack of our love story. The story to be told to our children. We are different, but we are one, in the name of love. I Love You.
Wednesday, 24 November 2010
Teori Batman vs Teori Alam Semesta
Beginilah jadinya bila anda menikah sama kawan sendiri. Tiap hari becanda terus. ejek-ejekan (tentunya dalam konteks mesra2an). Saya suka bilang ke istri, "duh lemu ne... (duh gendutnya- saya bilang begitu berhubung sang terkasih sedang hamil)". Dia juga suka bilang, "si uda jeleknya... (tentu saja dia berbohong ^_^)". Nah, yang semacam itu sering terjadi. Tentu saja itu membuat kita berdua tersenyum, membuat hidup kita indah.
Lalu, datanglah sebuah kejadian. Dikarenakan saya gak pernah kalah ngomong sama beliau, lalu saya cari saja akal-akal biar menang terus. Jadi begini. Sebelum kita lanjutkan, saya punya tebak-tebakkan garing (sangat memungkinkan hadirin sekalian yang saya muliakan sudah mengetahui tebak2an ini- tebak-tebakkan ini sangat mempengaruhi jalannya cerita cinta ini... cie...cie...). Tebak-tebakkannya begini,
"siapa yang lebih bodoh, Superman atau Batman?" ----> Ya bodohan Batman, sama2 punya sayap, tapi ga bisa terbang.
"siapa yang lebih bodoh, Batman atau Robin?" ----> Ya bodohan Robin, udah tau Batman bego, masih aja diikutin. ^_^
Nah, kalau sang terkasih mengatakan, "ah si uda mah ga bisaeun, dasar teu bisaeun (sekali lagi, pasti dia berbohong)", langsung deh saya jawab, "berarti teu-bisaeun mana saya ma ayang, hehehehe???", dia langsung tersipu malu deh, karena sang terkasih tahu tebak2an Batman tadi. Nah, ketika si ayang cantique bilang, "ayang kan pinter", kembali sang terkasih kalah karena saya bilang, "pinteran siapa, ayang sama saya??". hehehe tentu saja jawabannya saya lebih pinter karena bisa nyari istri yang pinter.
Kemudian kejadian kebalikannya terjadi. Suatu malam saat sedang berduaan saja terjadi percakapan dan saya bilang, "...... nah, saya kan pinter yang, cakep, baik (nah yang ini saya jujur lho mengatakannya)", lalu tiba-tiba si ayang cantique mau mempraktekan teori Batman, dia bilang, "berarti......", belum selesai dia ngomong sudah saya potong, "berarti ayang beruntung. Gini Yang, Allah tu Maha Adil. Dia mencipatakan apa-apa di dunia ini berpasang-pasangan. Kiri dan Kanan, Kaya dan Miskin. Nah, begitu pun kita. Saya yang pinter, dijodohkan dengan ayang yang ......", belum selesai saya ngomong, sambil tersenyum dia meneruskan sendiri, "bodoh gitu maksudnya, jadi ayang yang item sama uda yang putih....". Mendengar itu saya langsung ketawa. Guling guling... hahahaha... si ayang cantique pinter dan lucu itu mengerti maksud saya. Maka malam itu terciptalah teori kita berdua. Teori alam semesta. teori Batman aplikasinya buat si ayang cantique, teori alam semesta aplikasinya buat saya. Hehehehe....
Saya memang gak pernah kalah ngomong lawan si ayang cantique. Ayang surayang, I Love You.
Wednesday, 6 January 2010
New Year, New Life, New Beginning, New Hope
Hufffffffffff...dah lama ga ngeblog disini...kangen juga, kangen nulis-nulis lagi...
Awal tahun 2010 ini cukup banyak yang berubah dalam hidup saya. Tahun ini memasuki tahun keempat bekerja diinstansi pemerintah ini, semoga saja bisa naik pangkat tahun ini. Aamiin. selain itu, kehidupan pribadi juga sudah berubah. Sang target PDKT sekarang sudah sah menjadi mantan pacar tetapi boleh bobok bareng, hehehe. Yup, Saya berhasil menaklukannya, orang tuanya dan sekaligus menepis keraguan orang tua saya.
Sekarang dah tahun 2010, sudah sekitar tiga tahun umur blog ini. Dulunya blog ini dibuat untuk ajang Pedekate, setelah pedekate berhasil, rutinitas nulis disini jadi menurun. mungkin karena motivasinya salah kali ya, bukan karena pengen menulis dan mencurahkan isi hati tetapi karena ingin dibaca oleh "target" dan dikasih komen. hehehehe. Sekarang semuanya sudah berlalu, masa pedekate itu sudah tidak ada lagi, jadi ingin menimbulkan kembali hasrat untuk menulis. Kali ini bukan karena faktor darinluar tetapi benar2 menulis karena ingin menulis. semoga saja...
Peristiwa naas dimana kebujangan saya direnggut :) itu terjadi tanggal 29 Nov 09 yang lalu. Hari bersejarah itu alhamdulillah kami lalui dengan lancar. Tahun ini, benar-benar serba baru. Semuanya dimulai dengan hidup yang baru, semangat baru dan keluarga yang baru. Ya Allah, lingdungi keluarga kecil hamba, jadikanlah keluarga ini, menjadi keluarga yang Sakinah, Mawaddah dan Warrahmah, Aamiin. Beberapa foto pernikahan kami dapat dilihat disini. Tahun baru, Kehidupan baru, Awal yang baru dan Harapan yang baru.
Thursday, 13 December 2007
Semua Karena Cinta
kadang kita tidak mengerti mengapa kita melakukan "sesuatu" yang-menurut orang lain- bisa dikatakan gila. melakukan sesuatu diluar kebiasaan, berepot-repot ria-klu mau dibilang repot- dan rela meluangkan banyak waktu untuk "sesuatu" tersebut. semua karena cinta. mungkin kedengarannya silly sih, 'karena cinta', tapi disitulah uniknya cinta. bisa membuat hal yang tidak mungkin menjadi mungkin. Love, whatever it meant to be, it's a kind of magic and basically beautiful.
Monday, 16 July 2007
2: Anggraeni Kusumadewi
Then...
What makes a man falling in love with someone? I guess the answer is common, standard. In my case, I just feel that I'll be happy with her and I also feel that I have the capability to make her feel the same way. That's all.
*dear, I really want to spend the rest of my life with you, no matter what. but, eventually the decision maker is Him and the thing I can do is making the effort and praying. 'May God destine us to be'.*
Wednesday, 13 June 2007
A^ + B^ = ?
Aku begitu mencintaimu
tetapi aku tak bisa melakukan apa-apa untukmu
aku hanya bisa melihat
dan menunggu apa yang akan terjadi
semoga semuanya baik-baik saja
ternyata...
aku memang mencintaimu.
tetapi aku tak bisa melakukan apa-apa untukmu
aku hanya bisa melihat
dan menunggu apa yang akan terjadi
semoga semuanya baik-baik saja
ternyata...
aku memang mencintaimu.
Thursday, 3 May 2007
my immortal beloved - L.V.B -
Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us - I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits - Yes, unhappily it must be so - You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in V is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men - At my age I need a steady, quiet life - can that be so in our connection? My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day - therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once - Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together - Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
ever thine
ever mine
ever ours
ever thine
ever mine
ever ours
Monday, 16 April 2007
berdoalah, maka Allah akan mengabulkannya
Ya Allah, jika dia memang jodohku, dekatkanlah dia, mudahkanlah jalanku untuk mendapatkannya tetapi kalau dia bukan jodohku, berilah dia kebahagiaan dan tabahkanlah hatiku, amiin.
Monday, 12 March 2007
anggrek, bunga sang dewi
Engkau adalah kesempurnaan yang Tuhan ciptakan,
setiap senyum adalah embun
yang bergulir dihijaunya daun
yang menyejukan dikala pagi datang
Engkau adalah keindahan yang Tuhan berikan,
setiap langkah adalah musim semi,
yang mentarinya begitu indah
yang menghangatkan kala salju berlalu
Engkau adalah sang Dewi yang Tuhan hadirkan,
dimana setiap sentuhan adalah kebahagian
dan setiap ucapan adalah harapan
Lalu...
Aku diciptakan setelah kau ada
dan aku dilahirkan karena engkaulah takdirku
kini dan juga nanti...
