eventually...

mba'...
i don't know whether it's a good step or not, but may be this is the ending of my journey in achieving your love, in conquering your heart. i already saw all the symptoms showing that it's really need such a miracle to make the relationship become more than just what we have now. at first i was really sad, it was really the hardest part of my life, being refused, once more (i ever had it).
mba'...
since today, i promise you that i won't try to melt your heart anymore, i won't make your life harder. i'll let it flow like a water, i'll be your good fan ;> be a good partner (though just helping you arranging and delivering the invitations n_*) and i'll be a good brother to you who wants to see his sister happy (ever after). i'll love you in silent.
kak...
i just want to thank for being nice, being good to me, though you know i'm such an annoying boy. my childishness may bother you sometimes. sorry.
kak...
dah ya, cape nulisnya (baru juga beberapa baris, n_^ ) just wanna say for the last time that...
i do love you very much.