82: The Adventurer?

hmm...am I the adventurer? I don't know. You judge...

First story.
I love to promenade. I love to walk around. when I was in the third year of junior high school, my friend, Nova and I went to dago pakar, the national park in Bandung. that day we got back earlier since there was a management meeting. we started to promenade from dago car station. it was 10 in the morning. the ticket costs Rp.1.750. we walked down the park until noon then suddenly my friend said, "why don't we go to Maribaya?". I replied,"on foot?" "Yes" he said. so, the two of us, 14 years old, went to Maribaya on foot in the bright day, with no any stocks, supplies and provisions. we arrived at Maribaya at 1. and we went back home by angkot via Lembang. so tired but so joyful

Second Story
Still, it was when I was at the third year of junior high school and my partner was the same also, Nova. we had no plan where to go on the weekend so we decided to go to railway station! we took the train to Bandung - Padalarang; Padalarang - Cicalengka; and Cicalengka - Bandung. we were in the train all day long. crazy but make sense

Third Story
It is when I was in the college. My friends planned to have summer camp. then they decided to go camping to Gunung Gede. I joined them. when we were in Cibodas, one of my friends said, "Pal, I have no more energy to go uphill, I stop here. If you want to continue, I'd go home". Then we changed the plan. we camped in Cibodas. and for three days we lived in Cibodas, close to Cibodas National Park.

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83: Where's my helmet?

I always keep tightly every first thing I bought by my own money. I had a helmet, a nice one. it was red and I loved it. one day, it was Saturday and "diligently" I went to office on the day. I didn't know why I put my helmet in the security office. I usually take it into my room. There were many high school students having practicum in the laboratory of my office.
In the morning, my friend and I planned to buy something for lunch. when I wanted to take my helmet, it was disappear! It was gone. I asked the security on duty, and he answered he didn't know whether i put my helmet there or not. I was so disappointed! right away, I realized that I lost it. I was so upset, I bought it by my own money. that was my teaching's salary...oh so sad.

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84: Mariana Renata

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85: Headache

If there any medicine I take often, it none of other is for my headache. I often got a pain in my head. when I am in the air conditioning room, or in a bus, I must be got the ache. I fear my headache is caused by something else such as my eyes, etc. this headache sometimes kills me...

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86: Annisa Putri Fitrian

I know, you have ever been amazed by a child. there are a lot of fantastic kids out there, but in my life, there is -might say- a young lady in my office. she's only 9 years old but she's much more mature than her age. she's at the third grade of elementary school now.
she is a daughter to an instructor in my office and people say, "she's the youngest instructor in the house!" We call her, "Icha". "Icha, fancy a Beng-Beng?"

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87: Titanic

this is the most favorite movie in 1997, won 11 academy awards including the best film. this movie tells about the sinking of RMS Titanic where Rose and Jack Dawson, members of different social classes who fall in love aboard on its ill-fated 1912 maiden voyage. Titanic shares the record for the most Academy Award wins with Ben-Hur (1959) and The Lord of the Rings: The Return of The King (2003). In my opinion, It is one of the greatest films of all time. The film ends with a vision of young Rose reuniting with Jack at the Grand Staircase, surrounded by those who perished with Jack on the ship. In other words, love never dies.
In one scene, First Officer William Murdoch is shown to shoot and kill some passengers during the frenzy to get to the lifeboats. Ashamed, he commits suicide. When his nephew Scott Murdoch saw this, he objected since Murdoch neither shot any passengers nor commited suicide (although Fifth Officer Lowe did fire warning shots during the course of the evening). A few months later, Fox Vice-president Scott Neeson went to Dalbeattie, where Murdoch lived, to deliver a personal apology, and also presented a £5000 donation to Dalbeattie High School to boost the school's William Murdoch Memorial Prize. I watched the movie when I was in junior high school and this movie was booming. (Wikipedia)

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88: Crowd Singing

have you ever sung in front of crowding people? well, i have. once in my lifetime.
it was when i still in west sumatra when i was at the first grade of junior high school. there was a arts and music week in my school and i was asked to participate. as a new guy, i had no choices, so i volunteered to sing a song accompanied by a friend of mine named Hermules. we sang "Bareh Solok" a traditional song of west sumatra. that was my first and (may be) last time singing in the front of many people and i felt terrible and really nervous.
actually, sing a song is one of my favorite hobbies but just in my own chamber. at least, i ever sung a song on the stage in front of crowding people though it was fearful. :D

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89: Herry Sukarman

Mr. Herry Sukarman is the head of Science Education Development Center, where I work now. how do I have to describe him? in my opinion, he is very explicit and resolute top man. he's very kind and one thing to remember that he is a good orator.

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90: French

people say, "French is the most beautiful language in the world." I don't know whether the statement is true or not but to me, French is difficult. I am learning French, and it's been five months and I am not able to speak French very well. Actually some English words are similar to French, for example possible, spectacle, promenade, and many more. My friend said that in ancient time, England had been colonized by France army and they adopted some French into their language. The original English words only consist of two syllables.

Bonjour, je m'appelle zuhe, je suis fonctionaire dans la departement du education. j'ai 23 ans et je suis celibataire. j'habite rue kiara condong Bandung. Bandung est grande ville. j'aime beaucoup regarder le foot ball. Liverpool est mon favorite club.

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Peter Pan

baru-baru ini, salah satu band fenomenal di Indonesia asal Bandung, Peter Pan, merilis album terbaru mereka yang bertajuk Hari yang cerah. Peluncuran albumnya sendiri sangat besar-besaran, disiarkan langsung oleh enam stasiun tv nasional dan live dari dua kota di dua negara, Bandung dan Kuala Lumpur. menurut saya, hits baru peterpan, menghapus jejakmu kurang oke. tak sedahsyat perkirakan orang-orang, mungkin karena ekspektasi masyarakat terlalu tinggi kali ya...
dari sekian banyak lagu peterpan, saya cukup menyukai beberapa lagu mereka, diantaranya, "Yang Terdalam" dari album Taman Langit dan "Ku Katakan dengan Indah" dari album Bintang di Surga.

Yang Terdalam

Kulepas semua yang ku inginkan
Tak akan ku ulangi
Maafkan jika kau kusayangi
Dan bila kumenanti

Pernahkah engkau coba mengerti
Lihatlah ku disini
Mungkinkah jika aku bermimpi
Salahkah tuk menanti

Takan lelah
Aku menanti
Tak hilang
Cintaku ini
Hingga saat kau tak kembali
Kan kukenang di hati saja

Kau telah tinggalkan
Hati yang terdalam
Hingga tiada cinta
Tersisa dijiwa

Ku Katakan dengan Indah

Ku katakan indah dengan terbuka hatiku hampa
Sepertinya luka menghampirinya
Kau beri rasa yang berbeda mungkin ku salah...
Mengartikannya yang ku rasa cinta

Tetapi hatiku selalu meninggikanmu
Terlalu meninggikanmu, selalu meninggikanmu

Kau hancurkan hatiku, hancurkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu
Kau terangi jiwaku, kau redupkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu

Membuatku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagi
Membuatku merasakan yang t'lah terjadi
Semua yang terbaik dan yang terlewati
Semua yang terhenti tanpa ku akhiri

Membuatku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagi
Membuatku merasakan yang t'lah terjadi
Semua yang terbaik dan yang terlewati
Semua yang terhenti tanpa ku akhiri

Kau hancurkan hatiku tak tertahan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu
Kau terangi jiwaku kau redupkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu

Kau hancurkan hatiku, hancurkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu
Kau terangi jiwaku, kau redupkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu

Kau hancurkan hatiku, hancurkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu
Kau hancurkan hatiku, hancurkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku, hancurkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu
Oooo...ooo...ooo...ooo...melihatmu

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91: Friends

this is my favorite TV program. Friends. very funny. smart. attractive and amazing.
Friends is American Situation Comedy about a group of six friends living in Manhattan, New York. the show has been broadcast in over one hundred countries. the show tells about friendship among Rachel Karen Green (Jennifer Anniston), Monica Emily Geller (Courteney Cox Arquette), Phoebe Buffay-Hannigan (Lisa Kudrow), Chandler Muriel Bing (Mathew Perry), Joseph Francis Tribbiani Jr (Matt LeBlanc), and Ross Eustace Geller (David Schimmer). the series won so many awards such as Emmy Award, Golden Globe, and People's choice Award.
besides, i also love the soundtrack sung by the Rembrant, I'll be there for you. wanna know the lyric? here it is ...

So no one told you life was gonna be this way
Your jobs a joke, you're broke, your love life's D.O.A.

It's like you're always stuck in second gear
And it hasn't been your day, your week, your month,
or even your year
but..

I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me too...

You're still in bed at ten
And work began at eight
You've burned your breakfast
So far... things are goin' great

Your mother warned you there'd be days like these
Oh but she didn't tell you when the world has brought
You down to your knees that...

I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me too...

No one could ever know me
No one could ever see me
Seems you're the only one who knows
What it's like to be me
Someone to face the day with
Make it through all the rest with
Someone I'll always laugh with
Even at my worst I'm best with you, yeah

It's like you're always stuck in second gear
And it hasn't been your day, your week, your month,
or even your year...

I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me too...

I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me too...

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92: Kung-Fu Kick

do you love watching mandarin movie? i used to love it. Andy Lau was my favorite mandarin's actor. he's good in gambling and racing. he knows kung-fu very well. btw, talking about kung-fu, i have an unforgettable experience when i was in junior high school at first grade.
one afternoon, i had to attend the rehearsal of flag ceremony at my school. my physics teacher was the trainer. when it was on flag's released, we all together sang "Indonesia Raya" but then one f my friends told a joke, some of us were laughing. the trainer starred angrily. after that, my friends put something on my right hand and then we laughed. suddenly, my teacher took to the air and swung his leg then bum... he landed right in front of me. i was shocked. my friends as well. we were scary. he was mad, upset. he said, "it is our national anthem and you all have to respect it!"
ever since, i never play a joke in any rehearsal.

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93: Naga Bonar Jadi 2

as i said before, this is the best indonesian movie nowadays. the movie is like a freshener among the horror movies that is mushrooming right now. this is an epic and comedy sequel from the famous Naga Bonar shaking indonesian movie in 80's. the latest movie starred by Deddy Mizwar, Tora Sudiro, and Wulan Guritno becomes indonesian box office just in a month since its released. if you haven't watched it yet, it means you miss watching the best movie of the year!

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94: MLM

when i was in high school, i so much desired to find the free-lance job. one time, i'd been called by a company, he would like to interview me. so i went to the office, it's in "Segitiga Emas Kosambi". then i saw, there were other job seekers as young as me. next, an officer presented what the job is. he told me that i had to buy they products first then i could tell and share to somebody else and if "the somebody else" had bought the products as well, i would had plenty money from him/her. the money i had to pay firstly was Rp. 600,000. "wow! that is a lot" i thought. then, slowly i moved out of the room, "i am here to earn money, not t spend it, it's ridiculous." lately i knew, the business such thing called Multi Level Marketing. stupidly, i ever went to two similar presentations when i was in college. and of course, i left the room before it reached its end. stupid me!
in my opinion, it's not a good business to get involved in because it's not fair.

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95: Bike's Fall

it's my story when i was 13. it was january 1996 when my cousin bought me a bike. it was a wonderful one, Federal but what a shame, i wasn't able to ride a bicycle! day by day, i just stared at it! one day, i tried to ride, and i fell and fell again but i kept learning. finally, i succeeded to ride it and i enjoyed very much. i liked to go by riding my cute bicycle.
one time, my friends asked to go to our neighbor village. we planned to kill the time while waiting the break, it was fasting month. the destination village's not so far, just about five kilos but it's uphill. on the way back we rode fast, moreover the road is downhill. we really enjoyed, we went very fast. one moment, i rode my bike hands free, just like a pro finishing the race. my friends had gone faster and further they left me about 10 minutes behind. suddenly, there was a stone right in my way, so spontaneously i pulled the right brake, it meant i stopped the front wheel, and then, Bang... i'd been kissed by the asphalt. i fell from the bike down. i was thrown away from my bike. my arms, my feet, my body were hurt! i'd been lying on the road for about 10 minutes and a moment later my friends came up. they took me to the mosque. we rested for awhile. then we continued going home. at the night, my grandma asked me, what's going on, and i told her how my day was. at the night i couldn't sleep, i just cried out my mom's name...

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96: The Da Vinci Code

Dan Brown's Da Vinci Code is one of the best book i ever read. how should i describe the book? every one knows, every one reads and every one's amazed. generally, the book tells about the history of Marie Magdalen and the holly grail. the book is interesting since Brown describes every little thing clearly and so detail and if you read the book completed by pictures, it is much more attractive. besides, i also like the movie. tom hanks is fantastic and audrey tautou is so pretty. O ya, le musee du louvre est beau aussi.
the book is actually controversy, because the Vatican doubt its validity of fact. but i don't mind at all cos i'm not Christian and i believe what my religion tells me. for me the book is just a book.

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97: First Time in Stadium

when you are football lover, it'll be meaningless if you never go to stadium. you know, watching football in television is totally different compared to in the stadium. in the stadium, the atmosphere is really fantastic, it challenges your adrenalin and you'll feel like you are the player. you will scream, shout and cry out loud. you will sing and clap your hands.
at the first time i went to stadium, i was surprised and amazed. wow. i went to with my friend when we were at the first grade of high school. it was Persib versus Semen Padang. my current home town against my former and beloved homeland. where did i stand at the moment? i backed for SP of course. the game was bored, it was ended by double o.
but, the result wasn't important anymore since i got the outstanding experience. ever since, i always try to watch Persib in Siliwangi and now i'm the 'bobotoh'.

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98: Bald

what should i say?
i don't like to go to barber.
i don't like to cut my hair off.
i don't like to have short hair
i'd prefer the long one
but...
because i'm the obedient so, i cut them off.

when i was in college at early year, the seniors asked me to be hairless, they said,"it is for the togetherness of you all." one thing in my mind, "really? could we build the togetherness through the bald head? it's weird". but i got a hairless head then. it was my first time to be bald, and it was very funny. i looked like a boxer. my head was hairless and my skin was a bit dark, peculiar.

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99: First Time in Bali

it was 98, when zidane smacked Brazil in world cup final in St.Dennis, France. and it was july 12 as well. what a day! i just graduated from junior high school couple weeks ago and i was free. my unlce offered me to accompany him and his family to go to Bali for vacation. Bali? wow, of course. we went on July 13, and arrived in Bali two days later. it was very tired, we spent two days in car plus a night in a hotel in Surabaya. at first, it was very fantastic to be in Bali. it is very famous island. we went to many places in Bali such as Kintamani, Ubud, Sangeh, Tanah Lot. On the third day we went to famous Kuta beach. wow! it was so amazing to there. when i was enjoying the kuta's sunlight, suddenly my uncle asked me and the rest to leave the beach. he said,"a lot foreigners, they are shameless, sunbathing just in bikini. we're supposed to be ashamed!". arrrrgggggggggh.
so, we had to leave the beach before enjoying it much more. as the result of the 'shameless' foreigners especially the ladies, my uncle canceled visiting sanur. "what a pity"
the vacation ran not so well because there was a 'family tragedy' during the holiday. my uncle had a "different perception and argument" with my aunt. so the circumstance was unwell.
at the end, after spending 8 days in Bali, my uncle decided to go home. when we arrived in Lumajang, we visited mount Bromo. wow, amazing spectacle! amazing view! fabulous scenery.
that was my -not too good- trip to Bali and Bromo. i suggest you, if you want to go to Kuta, don't go with your family, it's much better with your friends! trust me...

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100 things/people which/who shook me

100: Pretending to be an Englishman

it's a story when i was in college. i am used to loving chatting and having correspondence with others. one time, when i entered a chat room in 'lovemail.com', i got a date named "angel". our conversation ran very well and i introduced myself as Steve, an Englishman who lives in Liverpool, England. she was very attracted knowing me from England and she said, "it is a dream coming true". wow...
after that day, we sent email, and kept communicating. she informed me her real name, Indah Kurnia, and she was a student in ITS, Surabaya. she asked me many things about England and Liverpool and I told her a lot story about "my country". it took a year until i told her the truth about myself, eventually. at first she was very surprised, and disappointed cause i'd been lying. but at the end, she forgave me, and until this time, we still communicate, and she already becomes a wife and she works in Paris now, wow! the city i'd like to be. Indah, i'm terribly sorry. you're one of my best friend.

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100 things/people which/who shook me

100: Pretending to be an Englishman

it's a story when i was in college. i am used to loving chatting and having correspondence with others. one time, when i entered a chat room in 'lovemail.com', i got a date named "angel". our conversation ran very well and i introduced myself as Steve, an Englishman who lives in Liverpool, England. she was very attracted knowing me from England and she said, "it is a dream coming true". wow...
after that day, we sent email, and kept communicating. she informed me her real name, Indah Kurnia, and she was a student in ITS, Surabaya. she asked me many things about England and Liverpool and I told her a lot story about "my country". it took a year until i told her the truth about myself, eventually. at first she was very surprised, and disappointed cause i'd been lying. but at the end, she forgave me, and until this time, we still communicate, and she already becomes a wife and she works in Paris now, wow! the city i'd like to be. Indah, i'm terribly sorry. you're one of my best friend.

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It's all about me...

50 days to go...
let's talk about me...
these are hundred things that shook me. All are the things happened in my life. actually it is so difficult to arrange hundred things influencing your life, but finally it is done.
so, let's count down!

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xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

it's been a very long day
it seems a thousand knives stub my chest

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Lagu-ku (chapter 2)

nah, selain suka ngedengerin radiohead, saya juga suka ngedengerin band-band lain khususnya yg dari Inggris. band-band tersebut hampir mirip dengan radiohead, baik secara musikalitas maupun personalitas para personelnya. satu hal yang sangat menarik dari band britpop-istilah yang lebih ngetop untuk band asal inggris- ini adalah lirik lagu yang menyentuh dan karakter sang vokalis yang khas banget dan tentu saja alunan musik mereka yang berbeda.
nah, berikut 5 lagu yang saya suka banget...
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Blur: Tender

Tender is the night
Lying by your side
Tender is the touch
Of someone that you love too much
Tender is the day
The demons go away
Lord I need to find
Someone who can heal my mind

Come on, Come on, Come on
Get through it
Come on, Come on, Come on
Love's the greatest thing
Come on, Come on, Come on
Get through it
Come on, Come on, Come on
Love's the greatest thing
That we have
I'm waiting for that feeling
I'm Waiting for that feeling
Waiting for that feeling to come

Oh my baby
Oh my baby
Oh why
Oh my

Tender is the ghost
The ghost I love the most
Hiding from the sun
Waiting for the night to come
Tender is my heart
I'm screwing up my life
Lord I need to find
Someone who can heal my mind

Come on, Come on, Come on
Get through it
Come on, Come on, Come on
Love's the greatest thing
Come on, Come on, Come on
Get through it
Come on, Come on, Come on
Love's the greatest thing
That we have
I'm waiting for that feeling
I'm Waiting for that feeling
Waiting for that feeling to come

Oh my baby
Oh my baby
Oh why
Oh my
x2

Come on, Come on, Come on
Get through it
Come on, Come on, Come on
Love's the greatest thing
Come on, Come on, Come on
Get through it
Come on, Come on, Come on
Love's the greatest thing
That we have
I'm waiting for that feeling
I'm Waiting for that feeling
Waiting for that feeling to come

Oh my baby
Oh my baby
Oh why
Oh my
x2

Tender is the night
Lying by your side
Tender is the touch
Of someone that you love too much
Tender is my heart you know
I'm screwing up my life
Oh Lord I need to find
Someone who can heal my mind

Come on, Come on, Come on
Get through it
Come on, Come on, Come on
Love's the greatest thing
Come on, Come on, Come on
Get through it
Come on, Come on, Come on
Love's the greatest thing
That we have
I'm waiting for that feeling
I'm Waiting for that feeling
Waiting for that feeling to come

Oh my baby
Oh my baby
Oh why
Oh my
x2
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Suede: Everything Will Flow

VERSE1:
Watch the early morning sun
Drip like blood from the day
See the crazy people run
So many games to play
See the blue suburban dream
Under the jet plane sky
Sleep away and dream a dream
Life is just a lullaby

CHORUS:
Ah Ah Ah
And everything will flow

VERSE2:
Watch the day begin again
Whispering into the night
See the crazy people play
Hurrying under the light
A million cars, a million trains
Under the jet plane sky
Nothing lost and nothing gained
Life is just a lullaby

CHORUS

VERSE CHORDS

CHORUS

ENDING: (same chords as a chorus)
The neon lights in the night tonight will say
Everything will flow
The stars that shine in the open sky will say
Everything will flow
The lovers kissed with an openness will say
Everything will flow
The cars parked in the hypermarket know
Everything will flow
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Coldplay: Fix You

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse.

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream, down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I..

Tears stream, down your face
I promise you I will learn from the mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I..

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.
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Muse: Muscle Museum

She had something to confess to,
But you don’t have the time so,
Look the other way.
You will wait until it's over,
To reveal what you’d never shown her,
Too little much too late.

Can you see that I am needing,
Begging for so much more,
Than you could ever give.
And I don’t want you to adore me,
Don’t want you to ignore me,
When it pleases you, yeah.
And, I’ll do it on my own.

I have played in every toilet,
But you still want to spoil it,
To prove I’ve made a big mistake.

Too long trying to resist it,
You’ve just gone and missed it,
It's escaped your world.

Can you see that I am needing,
Begging for so much more,
Than you could ever give,
And I don’t want you to adore me,
Don’t want you to ignore me,
When it pleases you yeah...
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Oasis: Stand by Me

Made a meal and threw it up on Sunday I've
Gotta lot of things to learn
Said I would and I'll be leaving one day
Before my heart starts to burn

So what's the matter with you?
Sing me something new...don't you know
The cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go away

Times are hard when things that have got no meaning i've
Found a key upon the floor
Maybe you and i will not believe in
The thing we find behind the door

so what's the matter with you
sing me something new...don't you know
The cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go away


(chorus)
Stand by me, nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me, nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me, nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me, nobody knows
Yeah, nobody knows the way it's gonna be

If you're leaving will you take me with you?
I'm tired of talking on my phone
There is one thing I can never give you
My heart will never be your home

So what's the matter with you?
Sing me something new...don't you know
The cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go away

Oh,oh...

(chorus)
Stand by me, nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me, nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me, nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me, nobody knows
Yeah, nobody knows the way it's gonna be
The way it's gonna be, yeah
Baby I can see, yeah

Don't you know
The cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go away

Oh, oh...

(chorus)
Stand by me, nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me, nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me, nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me, nobody knows
Yeah, God only knows the way it's gonna be...

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Daily Note

Friday (they're in love), 18 Mei 2007

wow, what can i say. my beloved sister is engaged! congratz! at first, i didn't know when the engagement day, everyone was silent. i was surprised when my aunts were in the kitchen cooking so many things. i wondered, 'what's going on?', 'why you guys cook many things, what for?'. they just laughed. they asked whether i really do not know or just pretending. "i have no idea", i replied. then my mom told me that this friday is the day. my mom forgot that i didn't join them when they talked about the engagement. i missed that day because i was in my room. i was so tired that time.
when it was on the move, there were unique and a bit funny things occured. the two cultures met in a pretty small room of my house. they spoke two languages which i didn't think they understand each other. they spoke figurative language. what a conversation! they just laughed at the end when their opponent tried to speak the opposite language and then mis-pronuncing.
when the moment came, where both side showed the symbol of this engagement-a pair of rings- i felt something, wow, they are so marvel! the rings are awesome! a platinum with a name inside. my sister looked so wonderful that night and she absolutely deserve! i hope, you will always in the guidance of the mighty Allah, and His bless will always be with you.
then, when it's gonna be me? hehehe...

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see through me
you will see the world you don't see before
you will see the fantastic world
you will know so many things you don't
you will understand why the world is round
and you will see through me
coz i will bring you there...

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kenapa ya...

i only got myself to blame
what's the matter...
what's wrong...

kenapa ya...
entahlah...

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Behind The Scene of Back to Campus Series

setelah kembali ke kampus setelah sekian lama dan bertemu dengan teman-teman lama, ada beberapa hal yang saya ketahui...
1. kampus IV secara fisik di beberapa bagian berubah
2. di kampus ada "olga saputra" versi sastra... kembali padanya
3. ada juga sayuti dan susi (OB) versi sastra. kalau diliat-liat emang mirip sih...
4. si otong ngeceng anak 2006 namanya inggit, eh pernah nyatain deh katanya, tapi... ditolak.
5. semuanya masih setia sama pasangan masing-masing bahkan beberapa dari mereka sudah ada rencana buat nikah, tak ada yang berubah, kecuali saya yang masih ngejomblo dari dulu sampe sekarang. kasian deh. hahahaha
6. si Fegy negur saya setelah sekian diam-diaman, sejujurnya, saya berbicara sama dia pun hanya basa-basi, tapi tak apalah toh tak baik diam-diaman terus tapi ternyata dia juga tidak disukai sama anak2 lain- salah dia sendiri sih kenapa jadi orang yang menyebalkan. dia pun ikut pembinaan ini mewakili jurusan (dia diangkat jadi dosen oleh jurusan) bukan karena ajakan anak2.
7. anaknya burli baru lahir.
8. Mr.K (musuh semua mahasiswa) merupakan calon kuat untuk jadi Dekan! Tidaaaaaaaaaaaak
9. Ani akhirnya dapet kerjaan di Panasia Indosyntex
10. Erik buka lapangan kerja buat dirinya sendiri; ngerjain tugas mahasiswa lain. kacau.
11. si andre ama Ozy sedang dalam dilema. dapat tawaran yang menggiurkan tapi mereka harus mengorbankan apa yang selama ini mereka "perjuangkan". may you find the answer, pals.
12. terakhir, saat out bond, saya merasa memiliki dua dunia yang cukup berbeda. ketika sedang asyik2 nya out bond lalu melihat teman-teman, ketika itu pula terbayang teman2 kantor saya dimana belakangan ini saya lebih sering menghabiskan waktu bersama. saat itu saya yakin kalau setelah suatu kehidupan akan ada kehidupan yang lain.
Friendship is Forever

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Back to Campus III

Minggu, 13 Mei 2007
karena tidak bisa tidur, akhirnya saya ngobrol dengan beberapa peserta yang mulai sudah mengenal walaupun mereka tidak tahu nama saya (hehe belum memperkenalkan diri dari pertama kemunculan). setelah shalat subuh, saya berusaha untuk tidur tapi teuteup kaga berhasil, jadi we akhirna nulungan si otong di dapur masak- ternyata si sotong bisa masak oge.
jam 7 pagi. i fell asleep.finally. tapi cuma sebentar, jam 8 udah digangguin lagi ma anak2...argggggggghh, karek ge peureum geus di gangguan deui...baelah, ngarana oge babaturan. acara hari ini dimulai dengan makan lalu, out bond deh...
out bond nya biasa2 aja (mungkin karena saya sudah tahu banyak permaiannya kali ya-belagu mentang2 sering ikut outbond, baru juga tiga kali, hehehe) tapi teman2 yang lain terlihat sangat menikmati, ketawa-ketawa, meledek para peserta dan banyak lagi. acara terus berlangsung, banyak permainan yang jadi lebih menarik karena adanya noise dari para panitia. games kali ini ditutup dengan tarik tambang. pada permainan pertama, 4 tim langsung terjun, 2 tim panitia+alumni melawan 2 tim peserta, akhirnya 2 tim peserta yang memenangi (maklum kita kalah jumlah...hehehehe-dasar tidak mau aja mengakui kekalahan), permainan kedua, langsung panitia versus peserta, nah game kali ini dimenangi oleh panitia tapi salah seorang panitia mengalami keseleo...ada-ada aja...
setelah permaianan selesai, semuanya istirahat karena cape. di saat istirahat saya dan beberapa orang teman merencanakan "penyiksaan" untuk arfah (angk.04), sang ketua pelaksana, kebetulan dia berulang tahun. tiba-tiba seorang teman langsung memegangi tangan, badan dan kaki arfah, lalu kami bawa kedekat pohon, kemudian saya mengambil tambang yang tadi dipake untuk game, akhirnya dengan sedikit perjuangan-karena arfah berusaha melawan- kami berhasil mengikat arfah dekat pohon.hehehe.jahatnya. setelah diikat tentu saja ada acara lain, yaitu digelitikin lalu disiram dengan air... walaupun kelihatan sadis (karena arfah terlihat seperti tawanan perang), tetap saja semuanya ketawa, ceria dan saat seperti itu, si arfah masih sempat becanda dan "ngeledekin" pacarnya yang juga ikut2an dalam perencanan dan penyiksaan.hehe.
setelah itu, semuanya kembali ke villa untuk makan siang dan siap2 pulang ke bandung. setelah selesai, semuanya pulang kecuali saya dan beberapa orang teman, karena kami harus melakukan 'operasi semut' terlebih agar semuanya kembali bersih dan rapih. ketika yang bersih-bersih, saya sempat tertidur di sebuah sofa beberapa saat sebelum dibangunkan si otong karena kita akan pulang. sore itu langit kelihatan tidak bersahabat. benar saja, belum sampai di Lembang hujan turun dan membuat kami terpaksa berhenti. sambil makan cemilan di depan sebuah swalayan kami menunggu hujan yang tak kunjung reda. karena saking lamanya, semuanya melamun tak bersuara, lalu datanglah tukang baso tahu. setelah ngabaso, kami langsung pulang walapun masih sedikit gerimis, tapi alhamdulillah dalam perjalanan hujan reda. saya dan teman-teman tiba di kampus jam 6 sore. para peserta sudah dibubarkan setengah jam yang lalu. kemudian panitia mengadakan sedikit evaluasi plus ucapan terima kasih. setelah itu saya dan otong pamit unuk pulang duluan karena si sotong harus bekerja malam itu. saya mengantarkan si otong lagi ke warnetnya karena dia males pake motornya sendiri-orang yang aneh.
sekitar jam 7.15 saya sampai di rumah, bertemu lagi dengan orang-orang yang saya cintai setelah 2 hari menghilang. lalu saya langsung saja menuju kamar, tadinya cuma mau ganti baju, eh ternyata setelah melihat kasur yang nganggur plus selimut tiba-tiba ada perintah dari otak malas saya untuk merebahkan badan. zzz...zzz...zzz...zzz...zzzz
saya mendengar langkah kaki menaiki tangga, lalu saya terbagun, saya lihat jam, Oh God udah jam 7! saya telat tapi tetap santai karena saya tahu, sang bos ke malaysia dan bakal absen minggu ini. hehehe...
*ps: nyampe kantor jam 9

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Back to Campus II

Sabtu, 12 mei 2007
hari pertama pembinaan, pengurus baru sedang diberi materi oleh para "ahli" (katanya). setelah makan siang, tim formatur- saya, erik, rifqi (ketua ESA 2001-2003) dan teh Erma (angk.99)- meng-interview semua peserta satu-persatu. hmm bisa kenal mereka secara langsung. setelah selesai, lembar penilaian dikumpulkan ke panitia, semuanya siap-siap untuk berangkat menuju Cibodas, Lembang. sekitar jam 3 setelah peserta berangkat, sebagian panitia yang tersisa dan alumni berangkat dengan sepeda motor, KONVOI euy... perjalanan menuju Cibodas cukup menyenangkan, saya membonceng si otong (lagi-lagi anak ini...)
setelah sampai di villa tempat kita mengadakan acara, perut terasa lapar tapi tak ada makanan lalu saya dan rifqi ngacir dulu sebentar, kami mencari musahlla dulu -karena belum sahalat Ashar- lalu kemudian saya ke warung buat beli mie rebus. setelah merasa cukup kenyang, saya kembali ke villa, ternyata acara sudah dimulai. acara untuk sore itu adalah sharing. saya menggabungkan diri dengan mereka. para peserta sedang asyik bertanya pada para alumni yang juga mantan pengurus dan ketua ESA, mereka menanyakan berbagai pengalaman dan kesulitan-kesulitan yang dialami oleh para senior ketika menjabat sebagai ketua dan pengurus ESA-English Students Association. tak terasa sudah hampir maghrib dan acara diteruskan dengan ISHOMA. disela-sela waktu istirahat, saya dan beberapa teman duduk-duduk di beranda sambil menikmati pemandangan yang sangat indah. melihat gunung tangkuban parahu di malam hari dari kejauhan dan juga city light yang menakjubkan. malam yang indah. tak lupa pula, saat yang menyenangkan seperti itu, saya berbagi kebahagian dengan seorang teman yang mungkin sedang asyik di rumah, tidak kedinginan, sambil nonton Oprah pula-maksudnya sambil liat pemandangan sambil kirim sms :-)
acara diteruskan jam 8 malam, yaitu dengan review semua kegiatan hari ini plus evaluasi dan pemberian motivasi. tim formatur yang kali ini digawangi oleh rifqi, erik, sangga & fegy (angk.99), saya serta Andre (panitia) memberikan evaluasi dan pertanyaan yang berkaitan dengan motivasi, komitmen dan tentunya kesanggupan menghadapi segala cobaan di kemudian hari. acara malam itu juga dibumbui dengan sedikit "doktrin-doktrin serta tips" untuk menghadapi para birokrat 'nakal' (hehehe, senior githu lho...). acara selanjutnya adalah debat antar peserta tentang program kerja masing-masing yang dimoderatori oleh Rifqi yang biasa dipanggil Bokir. (Akang yang satu ini adalah ketua tahun 2001-2003 dimana pada masa itu himpunan masih bernama Senat Mahasiswa Fakultas Sastra yang selevel dengan BEM dan saya menjabat sebagai sekretaris jendral-aduh dari dulu jadi sekre mulu, cape deh). setelah selesai peserta disuruh tidur, lalu semua panitia dan alumni dengan asyik ngumpul2, kangen2an, bercerita banyak hal sambil makan jagung bakar. senangnya.
tepat jam 12 tengah malam, semua peserta dibangunkan kembali. acara kali ini adalah Debat terbuka antara peserta dengan Tim formatur yang kali ini berjumlah 8 orang krn Burli (sang ketua tahun 99) baru datang plus 2 org dari panitia. acara berlangsung seru, sedikit pressure dari tim formatur telah membuat sisi emosional peserta meningkat. acara malam itu benar seru karena diteruskan dengan muhasabah yang tujuannya memperat tali silaturrahmi semuanya, baik itu peserta, panitia maupun alumni. acara dinihari itu selesai, dan diteruskan dengan bakar2 jagung oleh sebagian besar peserta, sedangkan panitia dan sebagian alumni tiduuuuur dengan pulas tapi saya ga bisa tidur sampe pagi....

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Back to Campus

Apa rasanyanya kembali lagi ke tempat yang dulu pernah begitu akrab dengan anda? wah rasanya sedikit aneh, canggung juga lalu seperti kembali ke masa lalu. sejak saya lulus kuliah dan benar2 meninggalkan kampus, saya baru sekali kembali kesana, waktu itu saya kekampus untuk legalisir ijazah sekaligus menyapa para dosen, teman-teman dan adik2 tingkat.
nah, jumat kemaren saya sengaja minta ijin untuk pulang lebih awal, hari itu saya diundang oleh panitia 'pembinaan pengurus ESA baru' untuk briefing tentang kegiatan yang diadakan esok nya (sabtu-minggu/ 12 -13 mei-red). dalam perjalanan menuju kampus, saya teringat lagi tentang masa-masa saat saya kuliah, saya teringat akan jalan cipaganti yang sejuk, plus rumah-rumah indah peninggalan belanda di sisi kiri dan kanannya. pedagang pisang dekat pom bensin yang banyak didatangi oleh para pembeli. kemudian saya memasuki jalan setiabudi yang macet di dekat sebuah F.O yang banyak dikunjungi oleh turis luar kota. lalu ketika berhenti di pertigaan gegerkalong hilir, saya teringat akan sebuah kejadian naas yang saya alami beberapa tahun yang lalu, saat mengalami sebuah kecelakaan lalu lintas, yang alhamdulillah tidak membuat saya cedera parah tetapi mengakibatkan patah kaki kanan seorang pejalan kaki- maafkan saya, pak.
ketika memasuki kampus, saya melihat banyak sekali perubahan yang telah terjadi, terutama dari tampak luar kampus IV Univesitas Pasundan itu. semuanya terlihat lebih rapi, lebih 'seperti kampus' dan lebih tertata. sore itu, 'gedung' sastra terlihat sepi, hanya beberapa mahasiswa/i yang terlihat, mungkin yang lain sedang kuliah di ruangan lain atau juga sudah pulang. tak banyak yang saya kenal, sebagian dari mereka mungkin adalah angkatan baru (sayang sekali, angkatan 06 ini saya tidak ikut ospek mereka, karena kesibukan di kantor). ketika saya mendekati ruang jurusan, saya bertemu dengan beberapa teman yang sedang mengurusi pengambilan ijazah, kami ngobrol sebentar, cerita ttg banyak hal. nah, di ruang jurusan, saya bertemu dengan staf2 TU, beberapa mahasiswa yg sedang 'repot'. lalu saya juga bertemu dengan dosen yang dulu cukup akrab dengan saya, sekarang dia sudah menjadi ketua jurusan. kami bertegur sapa dan salaman, kemudian dia juga mananyakan apakah saya akan mengikuti kegitan besok atau tidak. beberapa saat, nama saya dipanggil oleh sekelompok mahasiswa yang lagi nongkrong di tempat saya dan teman-teman dulu biasa duduk dan ngobrol sambil menunggu kuliah selanjutnya-terasa aneh saja melihat tempat yang dulu "milik" saya dan teman2 ditempati olehorg lain-, saya cukup kaget, ternyata mereka masih mengenali saya walaupun sudah cukup lama tidak bertemu, mereka adalah anak2 2004, padahal tak semua dari mereka yang saya ingat. kami sempat ngobrol, becanda dan juga cerita tentang pengalaman saya (diwawancarai pokoknya, hehehe). lalu semuanya pulang, kampus terlihat sepi, tinggal saya dan teman saya Erik (mantan ketua ESA), dia menceritakan tentang rencana besok dan semuanya, saya diminta untuk menjadi tim formatur bersama beberapa alumni lainnya. dia juga bercerita tentang banyak hal yang telah terjadi di kampus selama ini. lalu my best friend 'Otong' datang, kami bertiga ngobrol sejenak -curhat tentang pekerjaan masing-masing. sekitar jam 5.30 kami pulang, saya mengantarkan si Otong dulu ke warnetnya.
suatu sore di kampus, ingin kukembali...

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download lagu

salah satu hobi saya yang paling menyenangkan adalah mendengarkan musik. mendengarkan musik tertentu bisa membuat suasana hati jadi gembira. untuk mendapatkan semua lagu yang kita inginkan tentu tidak mudah. bayangkan berapa uang yang harus kita keluarkan untuk membeli cd atau kaset dari penyanyi yang kita suka, tentu akan banyak sekali. saya dulu suka cara seperti itu, yaitu membeli cd atau kaset penyanyi atau grup band kesukaan saya setiap kali mereka mengeluarkan album, sampai saat ini koleksi kaset/cd saya lumayan banyak dan jika di total mungkin harganya akan menembus angka tujuh digit. nah sejak bekerja, saya sudah tidak pernah lagi membeli cd atau kaset terbaru tetapi saya tetap bisa menikmati lagu-lagu baru dari penyanyi atau grup band kesukaan saya. seorang teman memberi tahu saya cara yang mudah, praktis sekaligus ekonomis, yaitu dengan men-download nya dari internet. dulu saya juga punya pemikiran seperti itu, tapi saya tidak tahu dimana harus mencari situs-situs yang menyediakan fasilitas download lagu secara gratis. nah, akhirnya teman saya tersebut memberi tahu situs yang menyediakan fasilitas seperti itu dan-to my surprise- koleksi lagu2 situs tersebut sangat lengkap dan beragam. sejak saat itu, saya selalu bisa mendengarkan lagu-lagu kesukaan saya, bahkan tak jarang pula saya mendengarkan lagu-lagu aneh yang selama ini tidak saya ketahui. sejak menemukan situs tersebut sudah banyak lagu yang telah saya download, ratusan mungkin (berapa lapis?) -ratusan-. nah, bagi anda2 semuanya yang juga ingin download lagu (bagi yang belum tahu lho ya...), anda tinggal mengetikan di kolom pencarian:
inurl:/multiply.com/music "............."
ketik judul lagu atau nama penyanyi/grup band diantara tanda petik. contoh: inurl:/multiply.com/music "radiohead" atau inurl:/multiply.com/music "begadang"
ok, selamat mencoba dan ber-download ria untuk anda semuanya, semoga bermanfaat. dan untuk sang teman, "thanks kak, untuk semuanya, there are a lot of things i learn from you. may Allah bless you always, now and forever."

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queen feat nazareth

cuma pengen ng-upload lyric lagu ini...
dunno Y... just enjoy your meal, buddy!
take your time, then you'll be satisfied enough to say,
'I'm obviously full'

Love of my Life by Queen

Love of my life, you hurt me,
You broken my heart, now you leave me.

Love of my life can’t you see,
Bring it back bring it back,
Don’t take it away from me,
Because you don’t know what it means to me.

Love of my life don’t leave me,
You’ve stolen my love now desert me,

Love of my life can’t you see,
Bring it back bring it back,
Don’t take it away from me,
Because you don’t know what it means to me.

You will remember when this is blown over,
And everything’s all by the way,
When I grow older,
I will be there by your side,
To remind how I still love you
I still love you.

Hurry back hurry back,
Don’t take it away from me,
Because you don’t know what it means to me.

Love of my life,
Love of my life.
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Love Hurts by Nazareth

Love hurts, love scars,
Love wounds, and marks,
Any heart, not tough,
Or strong, enough
To take a lot of pain,
Take a lot of pain
Love is like a cloud
Holds a lot of rain
Love hurts, ooh ooh love hurts

I’m young, I know,
But even so
I know a thing, or two
I learned, from you
I really learned a lot,
Really learned a lot
Love is like a flame
It burns you when it’s hot
Love hurts, ooh ooh love hurts

Some fools think of happiness
Blissfulness, togetherness
Some fools fool themselves I guess
They’re not foolin’ me

I know it isn’t true,
I know it isn’t true
Love is just a lie,
Made to make you blue
Love hurts, ooh,ooh love hurts
Ooh,ooh love hurts

[guitar solo]

I know it isn’t true,
I know it isn’t true
Love is just a lie,
Made to make you blue
Love hurts, ooh ooh love hurts
Ooh ooh love hurts
Ooh ooh...

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My Verses

I walk down this green grass
step by step to get you, marvelous face
sometimes I fall but I'm sure you're the best
and you're already here, right deep in my chest

I know no what to say
'cos my love grows each and everyday
you know I don't tell you a lie
your name is always in my pray

I love when you sit next to me
then my day is perfectly happy
moreover when we watched Spiderman
'though no foods no drinks; No problem

it's so nice when we talk a lot story
about me, you and the whole family.
but one time i run out of memory
the thing i can recover only 'Love Actually'

o ya, I never regret what I did on a Sunday
in the afternoon two days before May
I don't care and no matter what they say
may be that is the price i have to pay

do you remember the Nottin' Hill?
where Hugh plays as Will.
don't you notice it makes me really feel
that my love to you is real

there is a moment when we had lunch together
you and I, face to face in program chamber
I got your egg and cow's skin (?) cut like a dice
you had my fish and that was very pleased

I like to listen the Indonesian songs lately
from Chrisye, Ada, Samsons to Nidji
but no one can even defeat Padi
especially when Fadly sings 'MAHADEWI'

I'm pleasure when you take my chocolate
cause that is straight from the heart,
which represents the sentence 'don't be sad'
cause I'll glad if only you are glad

I don't like very much to drink beer
as much as i don't like seeing you cried a tear
don't you think that isn't so worthed, my dear
hopefully by next time you'll be saying, 'I have no fear'

having chatted with you is my best time ever
despite my hands is tired and my body got fever
but you gotta remember you'll be in my mind forever
even though I am already in hereafter

at last I wanna let you know
that I do love you so
and, I'm not too good in writing rhymes
so, if you don't like just put it in flames.


- in my chamber before my slumber -

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my poor shoe

don't ever imagine your face got it! it's stink.

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Hugh Grant

cewe' mana yang ga kenal sama actor ganteng ini, apalagi penikmat film komedi romantis. dia telah main di banyak film dan beberapa film tersebut sukses besar seperti Notting Hill, Bridget Jones's Diary, Love Actually, About A Boy dan yang terbaru Music and Lyric (katanya filmnya bagus lho- saya belum nonton- ceritanya ttg penyanyi 80-an yang nulis lagu buat penyanyi baru githu -Drew Barrymore- nonton yuuu). saya suka aktor yang mulai tampak menua tapi tetap ganteng ini bukan karena ketampanan wajahnya atau aktingnya melainkan karena logat British-nya yang kental. menurut saya aksen pria yang lahir di Hammersmith, London, 9 September 1960 ini sangat tipikal dan khas sekali. dia juga memiliki style yang 'keren' (in my oppinion of course) pada dialog-dialog yang dia ucapkan dalam film-filmnya. jika anda menonton film Love Actually, ada sebuah adegan dimana Grant (yang berperan sebagai Prime Minister) memberikan speech di depan presiden Amrik dan puluhan wartawan dimana saat itu dia mempertahankan kehormartan bangsanya. secara umum, walaupun dia sering terlibat insiden dalam kehidupan pribadinya (bahkan April lalu dia dilaporkan karena telah melakukan penyerangan terhadap Paparazzi di depan rumahnya), Hugh John Mungo Grant adalah salah satu aktor yang mesmerizing dalam setiap film yang dibintanginya.

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from the movie Love Actually

When I get gloomy about the stay of the world, I think about the arrival gate at Heathrow airport. General opinions stated to make out million of the worlds had threat and greed. But I don’t see that, seems to me loves are everywhere. Often it’s particularly not dignified or newsally but it’s always there; fathers and sons, mothers and daughters, husbands and wives, boyfriends, girlfriends, old friends.

When the plane hit the twin towers, as far as I know, none of phone call from people on board sent messages of hate or offence, they are all messages of love. If you look for it, I’ve got snicky feeling that Love Actually is All Around.

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Lagu-Ku (chapter 1)

tak selamanya kita merasa senang dan bahagia, seringkali kita juga merasa bosan ato Bete. nah kala saat2 seperti itu, saya selalu berusaha untuk menghilangkan kejenuhan dan kesesakan hati dengan mendengarkan lagu. kalau lagi bete banget (seperti saat ini), saya selalu mendengarkan lagu2 Radiohead. menurut saya, lagu2 mereka sangat dalam, menyentuh dan begitu indah. lirik2 romantis dipadukan dengan karakter vocal Thom Yorke yang unik. Lagu2 yang sering saya dengarkan biasanya dari album OK Computer (menurut saya ini adalah album terbaik dari semua album yang pernah dirilis oleh Radiohead). these are below two fab songs from Radiohead from the album Amnestic and OK Computer.

Ideoteque

Who's in bunker?
Who's in bunker?
Women and children first
And the children first
And the children
I'll laugh until my head comes off
I'll swallow till I burst
Until I burst
Until I

Who's in bunker?
Who's in bunker?
I have seen too much
You haven't seen enough
You haven't seen it
I'll laugh until my head comes off
Women and children first
And children first
And children

Here I'm allowed
Everything all of the time
Here I'm allowed
Everything all of the time

Ice age coming
Ice age coming
Let me hear both sides
Let me hear both sides
Let me hear both
Ice age coming
Ice age coming
Throw them in the fire
Throw them in the fire
Throw them in the

We're not scaremongering
This is really happening
Happening
We're not scaremongering
This is really happening
Happening
Mobiles quirking
Mobiles chirping
Take the money and run
Take the money and run
Take the money

Here I'm allowed (background: and first and the children x6)
Everything all of the time
Here I'm allowed
Everything all of the time

Here I'm allowed
Everything all of the time
Here I'm allowed
Everything all of the time

and first and the children
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Paranoid Android

Please could you stop the noise, I'm trying get some rest
From all the unborn chicken voices in my head
What's that...? (I may be paranoid, but not an android)
What's that...? (I may be paranoid, but not an android)

When I am king, you will be first against the wall
with your opinion which is of no consequence at all
What's that...? (I may be paranoid, but no android)
What's that...? (I may be paranoid, but no android)

Ambition makes you look pretty ugly
Kicking, squealing gucci little piggy
You don't remember
You don't remember
Why don't you remember my name?
Off with his head, man
Off with his head, man
Why don't you remember my name? I guess he does...

Rain down, rain down
Come on rain down on me
From a great height
From a great height... height...
Rain down, rain down
Come on rain down on me
From a great height
From a great height... height...
Rain down, rain down
Come on rain down on me

That's it sir
You're leaving
The crackle of pigskin
The dust and the screaming
The yuppies networking
The panic, the vomit
The panic, the vomit
God loves his children, God loves his children, yeah!
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they are really great, aren't they?

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Crhisye - Ada Band - Samsons

ga tahu kenapa, akhir2 ini saya lebih senang ngedengerin lagu Indonesia (well, actually i don't really love to listen the Indonesian songs, unless Padi). nah lagu2 yang sering saya dengerin adalah lagunya crhisye (what a marvellous singer!), Ada band (ah, ini sih lagu cinta semua...), Letto dan samsons.

Badai Pasti Berlalu
- Crhisye -

awan hitam di hati yang sedang gelisah
daun-daun berguguran
satu satu jatuh ke pangkuan
kutenggelam sudah ke dalam dekapan
semusim yang lalu sebelum ku mencapai
langkahku yang jauh

kini semua bukan milikku
musim itu telah berlalu
matahari segera berganti

gelisah kumenanti tetes embun pagi
tak kuasa ku memandang dikau matahari

kini semua bukan milikku
musim itu telah berlalu
matahari segera berganti

badai pasti berlalu
badai pasti berlalu
badai pasti berlalu
badai pasti berlalu
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Seperti yang Kau Minta
- Crhisye -

Maafkan aku tak bisa memahami maksud amarahmu
Membaca dan mengerti isi hatimu
Ampuni aku yg telah memasuki kehidupan kalian
Mencoba mencari celah dalam hatimu

Aku tahu 'ku takkan bisa 
Menjadi s'perti yang engkau minta
Namun selama nafas berhembus aku kan mencoba
Menjadi seperti yang kau minta

Ampuni aku yang telah memasuki kehidupan kalian 
Mencoba mencari celah dlm hatimu

Aku tahu 'ku takkan bisa 
Menjadi yang s'perti engkau minta
Namun selama nafas berhembus aku kan mencoba
Aku tahu dia yang bisa 
Menjadi s'perti yang engkau minta
Namun selama aku bernyawa aku kan mencoba
Menjadi s'perti yang kau minta

Aku tahu 'ku takkan bisa 
Menjadi s'perti yg engkau minta
Namun selama nafas berhembus aku kan mencoba
Aku tahu dia yg bisa
Menjadi seperti yang engkau minta
Namun selama aku bernyawa aku kan mencoba
Menjadi s'perti yang kau minta

Seperti yg kau minta
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Setengah Hati
- Ada Band -

Tertegun ku memandangmu
Saat kau tinggalkanku .. menangis
Bodohnya ku mangharapmu
Jelas sudah tak kau pedulikan cintaku
Mestinya telah kusadari
Betapa perih cinta tanpa balasmu
Harusnya tak ku paksakan
Bila akhirnya kan melukaiku
Mungkin ku tak akan bisa jadikan dirimu kekasih
Yang seutuhnya mencintaiku
Namun kurelakan diri
Jika hanya setengah hati
Kau sejukkan jiwa ini
Ku hanya terus berharap
Satu hari kau mampu .. sadari
Tiada yang pernah mengerti
Sepertiku setulus hati mencintaimu
Aku kan mencoba menjadi s'perti yg kau minta
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Haruskah Ku Mati
- Ada Band -

Bagaimana mestinya
Membuatmu jatuh hati kepadaku
Tlah kutuliskan sejuta puisi
Meyakinkanmu
Membalas cintaku

Haruskah ku mati karenamu
Terkubur dalam kesedihan...sepanjang waktuku
Haruskah kurelakan hidupku
Hanya demi cinta yang mungkin bisa membunuhku
Hentikan denyut nadi jantungku
Tanpa kau tahu betapa suci hatiku
Untuk...memilikimu

Adakah keikhlasan
dalam palung jiwamu...mengetukmu
Ajarkanmu bahasa perasaan
Hingga hatimu tak lagi membeku
Tiadakah ruang di hatimu untukku
Yang mungkin bisa tuk kusinggahi
Hanya sekedar penyejuk
Di saat ku layu
Kusetia menantimu hingga akhir masa
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Bukan Diriku
- Samsons -

setelah kupahami
ku bukan yang terbaik
yang ada di hatimu
tak dapat kusangsikan
ternyata dirinyalah
yang mengerti kamu
bukanlah diriku

kini maafkanlah aku
bila ku menjadi bisu
kepada dirimu
bukan santunku terbungkam
hanya hatiku berbatas
tuk mengerti kamu
maafkanlah aku

walau kumasih mencintaimu
kuharus meninggalkanmu
kuharus melupakanmu
meski hatiku menyayangimu
nurani membutuhkanmu
kuharus merelakanmu

dan hanyalah dirimu
yang mampu memahamiku
yang dapat mengerti aku
ternyata dirinyalah
yang sanggup menyanjungmu
yang lama menyentuhmu
bukanlah diriku 

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my immortal beloved - L.V.B -

Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us - I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits - Yes, unhappily it must be so - You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in V is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men - At my age I need a steady, quiet life - can that be so in our connection? My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day - therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once - Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together - Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
ever thine
ever mine
ever ours

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Nadia

Nadia kau keindahan wanita
Pujaan setiap pria, seluruh dunia kau gapai
Tetapi dirimu kini terhanyut
Di lautan kesedihan
Saat dia tinggalkan dirimu yang sudah
Merasa raih segalanya

Memang takkan semudah dirimu
Balikkan telapak tangan
Kadang kau pun harus merasakan
Pahit manisnya dunia...

Ku kan menjadi sang pangeranmu
Yang ada dalam mimpimu
Bahagiakan dirimu selamanya
Dalam kasih abadi...

Kuingin bawamu dengar nyanyian
Ombak dan nyiur di pantai, kan kubisikkan cinta

Nadia kudamba kau sejak dulu
Yakinlah pada diriku
Kau hanya sebutir mutiara indah di tengah
Luas samudera

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my heart will go on? ketipuuuu

When I fall in love it will be forever
Or I'll never fall in love
In a restless world like this is
Love is ended before its begun
And too many moonlight kisses
Seem to cool in the warmth of the sun

When I give my heart it will be completely
Or Ill never give my heart
And the moment I can feel that you feel that way too
Is when I fall in love with you
And the moment I can feel that you feel that way too
Is when I fall in love with you.

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I Love You Anyhow

I wish I had a dime for every bad time
but the bad times always seem to keep the change
You been all alone so you know what I'm sayin'
so when all you can recall is the pain

Just you wait until tomorrow when you wake up with me
at your side and find I haven't lied about nothin'
I wouldn't trade a tree for the way I feel about you
in the mornin', anyhow I love you

Everyday it gets just a little bit better
And half the gettin' there is knowin' where I been before
I'm sure you understand 'cause I ain't your first man
so when you feel like runnin' for the back door...don't

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AWESOME REDS ARE GOING TO ATHENS

Liverpool are through to the Champions League Final in Athens after they produced an awesome performance to overturn Chelsea's first leg lead and win Tuesday's Semi Final on penalties on a glorious night at Anfield. The Reds sealed their place in the final against either Manchester United or AC Milan after Daniel Agger's first half leveller had taken them into extra time and then penalties. And they beat Chelsea 4-1 on penalties with Pepe Reina the hero saving three of Chelsea's spot kicks.

It was a cruel way to go out for Chelsea, but on the balance of chances Liverpool deserved their win because they were the ones who had come closest and controlled most of an epic 120 minutes.

It wasn't just on the pitch that this battle was won. The Anfield atmosphere was simply breathtaking. You could search far and wide and still not find a support to match it. No one does scarves and flags like Liverpool and, combined with the noise; it presented a wall of power that drove the players on to a fantastic prize.

And it will be Liverpool's second European Cup Final in just three years, a throw back to the late 70s and early 80s, when the Reds dominated Europe just as they are doing now.

With what was at stake it was no surprise to see this game start slowly. Jose Mourinho had said his side would come here to attack, but they dropped inside their own half every time Liverpool had the ball and the Reds were finding space hard to find.

Rafa had stated his intention by starting with Steven Gerrard at the centre of the midfield and with two strikers in Dirk Kuyt and Peter Crouch. And it was Liverpool who did all of the early pressing, without really threatening to test Petr Cech in the Chelsea goal.

That was until the 22nd minute, when Daniel Agger scored and sent an already noisy Anfield into an absolute frenzy. It came from a free kick on the left of the Chelsea penalty area. Steven Gerrard fooled everyone when he rolled the ball back to Agger 12 yards from goal and he finished superbly side footed.

We needed a great save by Reina from danger man Drogba just minutes later and Chelsea got on the front foot for the first time as half time approached, but Agger's goal had levelled the tie and it was game on when the sides went in for the break.

The game was on a knife edge. A goal for Liverpool would put them in pole position, but a goal for Chelsea would leave the Reds needing two. Steven Gerrard though wasn't about to stick, he wanted to force the issue and only the timely intervention of Ashley Cole deprived him of a run on goal with the second half just minutes old.

Chelsea responded with a shot wide from Cole, but Liverpool were soon back on the attack and it took a brilliant save from Cech to stop Crouch's far post header after Pennant's cross had picked him out.

Liverpool were looking the more likely and they came desperately close again in the 59th minute when this time Riise's cross found the head of Kuyt; and he rattled the Chelsea crossbar with Cech beaten.

The chances kept coming for Liverpool. Next it was a last ditch deflection that sent Pennant's fierce shot over the crossbar and into the Kop. The Reds were on top, but the question on everyone's lips was would the goal come; and would Chelsea come again.

Liverpool escaped when Carragher deflected the ball just inches over his own crossbar with Drogba closing in, but as the clock ticked towards 90 minutes it became obvious that we would have extra time.

It was again Liverpool who had the better chances in extra time. It took a great block to stop Riise's goalbound effort and all of Anfield thought they'd scored the winner when Kuyt slammed the ball home after Cech could only parry Alonso's shot, but they were cruelly denied by what looked a wrong offside decision. And in the dieing minutes, it took another fine Cech save to deny Kuyt a certain winner.

So it was penalties and it was just like Istanbul with Liverpool's goalkeeper and penalty takers again proving they had the greater strength of mind. Zenden scored, Reina saved from Robben , Alonso scored, Lampard scored, Gerrard scored, Reina saved from Geremi and then Kuyt scored. What a night!

copied from www.liverpoolfc.com

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Naga Bonar jadi Dua

film yang satu ini benar-benar pol! gila keren abis! tampaknya setelah AADC, baru kali ini ada film Indonesia yang terasa beda. selain lucu, film ini juga mengandung unsur nasionalisme, unsur sportifitas yang kental dan hubungan bapak-anak yang begitu erat. wah gue banget lah ni film. hehe. satu hal yang menurut saya menarik adalah kata-kata yang khas seperti, "Apa kata dunia", atau "sudah kubilang jangan bertempur, bertempur juganya kau, mati kan kau, dimakan cacing kau sekarang" dan "Bengak kali kau", nah yang terakhir ini mungkin sangat spesial, karena sangat mengerti betul maksud kata ini, secara gue orang sumatra gitu lho...
karena begitu tertariknya, saya nyampe nontonnya dua kali dalam rentang waktu yang berdekatan...hehe...
Ah, ini Medan Bung!

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Menanti Sebuah Jawaban (OST Ungu Violet)

Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu
Seiring jejak kakiku bergetar
Aku tak terpakut oleh cintamu
Menelusup hariku dengan harapan
Namun kau masih terdiam membisu

Sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu
Mendekap penuh harapan 'tuk mencintaimu
Setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu
Menanti sebuah jawaban 'tuk memilikimu

Betapa pilunya rindu menusuk jiwaku
Semoga kau tahu isi hatiku
Dan seiring waktu yang terus berputar
Aku masih terhanyut dalam mimpiku

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sebenarnya cinta

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Dan bawa ku kesana
Dunia fatamorgana
Termanja-manja oleh rasa
Dan ku terbawa terbang tinggi oleh suasana


Dari sudut mata
jantung hati mulai terjaga
Berbisik di telinga
Coba ingat semua
Dan bangunkanlah aku
Dari mimpi-mimpiku
Sesak aku disudut maya
Dan tersingkir dari dunia nyata


Dan bangunkanlah aku
Dari mimpi indahku
Terengah-engah ku berlari
Dari rasa yang harusnya kubatasi


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Rasa cinta dalam hati
Ku tak tahu harus bagaimana
Untuk raba mimpi atau nyata
Dan bedakan rasa dan suasana
Dalam rangka sayang atau cinta yang sebenarnya


Dan bangunkanlah aku dari buta mataku
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Liverpool vs Chelsea

nanti malam, Liverpool akan memainkan second leg semifinal liga champion melawan Chelsea. pada leg 1st, the reds takluk 1-0. nanti malam mereka butuh kemenangan minimal 2-0 untuk lolos ke final seperti musim 2004/2005 dimana the anfield gank maju ke final untuk kemudian men jadi juara setelah mengalahkan milan dalam sebuah partai dramatis yang diakhiri dengan adu penalti.
semoga nanti malam, pool bisa kembali menaklukan the blues (minimal) 2-0 seperti yang mereka lakukan di premiership Januari lalu. Go Reds, Go!

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